That song I uploaded the other day,

The one called, “It’s The Waiting,” yeah I realized last night how unhealthy that song is.  I somewhat modified the lyrics a few days ago, but regardless, it’s shameful.  I love certain lyrics, the melody, and the attitude of the song, however, which is difficult to deal with.  I can’t just scrap it…I love it. 

I love a part of me that is toxic to my happiness. 

I at least am ashamed of the truly terrible lyrics.  The ones I like aren’t so bad, I swear.